I often tell myself, never question the existence of God, or god - it would never ever be answered by logic. It's your faith, your spirituality, which will never connect to your rationality. But being raised as a Catholic, the tantalizing possible existence of God will never fully vanish. God, whatever it looks like, Jesus, Buddha, Mohammed, Allah, or any other 'person' or 'thing', always inevitably pops up into my mind like ad jingles on TV.
Does destiny exist? Does He or She or It plan it all along, laid before us like a pathway towards a destination which we will even encounter with our conscious mind?
Is this life the reality we have to live in? Do we get a choice? Can't we change the reality? Is there any unreal reality? Or in other words, is there real unreality?
I read in some book, which suggests that life is all about balance. If you believe in God, then God probably cooperates with humans to plan out lives. He (or She or It) perhaps is like a circusman walking along on a thin rope, juggling with two balls, one being fate and another being humans' desires.
But what is my fate?
Who does He (or She or It) want me to be? Can I choose who I want to be? Can I be someone else other than who I am?
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
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